FERGUSON, Mo. (AP) -- Life in this working-class St. Louis suburb of modest brick homes and low-rise apartments hasn't been the same since Angelia Dickens' son tearfully told her, "The police shot a boy."
Since that news two weeks ago, she has been afraid to leave her apartment at night as protesters clash with police in sometimes violent confrontations. She's stopped going to her job at a call center after it took two hours to navigate police barricades and street closings to get home.
Walking down Canfield Drive, Dickens looks right and sees Missouri state troopers assembled outside a boarded-up barbecue joint. She looks left and sees media satellite trucks. Ahead, volunteers pick up trash along the commercial district where throngs gather nightly to protest the shooting of 18-year-old Michael Brown by a white officer.
For the rest of the nation, this is the setting for seeing the angry tensions between young African-Americans and white police officers in predominantly black neighborhoods. Protesters and reporters have flocked here from around the nation.
But for residents, it's also the place they live. They're struggling over how to do that, no matter how strongly they feel about the issues being fought over.
"Hopefully I can get up Monday and start a fresh week at work," said Dickens, 55, who's turning to charities for help paying her rent and utilities this month. "I'm hoping all this can die down and I can go back on with my life."
The protests have been peaceful for the last four days, trading confrontations with police for one-on-one talks with officers about Brown's death and tactics used during previous demonstrations.
But there's no question that the lives of the people who live near where Brown was shot on Aug. 9 have been upended by the protesters and the police, and they wonder how much of the disruption will be temporary. Their closest gas station was burned down during looting. Several stores were damaged. Many of the barber shops and restaurants along West Florissant Avenue commercial strip are boarded up to prevent looting.
Dellena Jones hasn't seen customers at her hair salon shop, where the glass door was shattered by a concrete block.
"If we keep doing this, we are part of the terror," said Jones, 35.
But elsewhere in Ferguson, a suburb of 21,000 where "I Love Ferguson" yard signs are common, signs of unrest are rare.